witheredlove<3

2020-02-07T23:11:00.017+08:00

"You and I will ride tonight'
Till the past is out of sight
We don't have to look back now
From the dark into the light
We can leave it all behind
We can stand together,
We don't have to look back now.."

2010-02-07T23:11:00.023+08:00

귀찮게 들렸던 그 말이 오늘은 다른걸,
잊고 있었던 약속들이 떠올라요..

때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만 아무 말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠,
서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것 같아요 엄마의 조용한 기도의 의미를..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!:D

2009-11-02T23:30:00.019+08:00

"Tu es ma joie de vivre.."
(you are the joy of my life )

tu me manques!

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credits to: http://instantvoodo.deviantart.com/art/The-birthday-cupcake-80266585

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MUM!:D

woah! time passed really fast! another year coming to an end soon!
well today school was the same, nothing special to describe it.

after school, i went all the way down to emicake/emicakes to buy my mom's

favourite durian cake.:) though i'm not a fan of durian, but the cake was not that bad as i thought:D

ate 3 black pepper crabs for dinner, it was FANTASTIC!:D and i really enjoyed myself this day!the best moment of all is that, together the 4 of us (including nicki!!:D so meaning 5!:D) sat around the table and had our dinner as one:D the noise, the laughter and of course the family mini photo taking session!!!:D:D i really enjoyed that moment, bonding with my family!(and nicki too!):D

TODAY WAS AN UNFORGETTABLE DAY FOR ME MAN!:D

photos will be up soon!

mummy,daddy, jie and nicki, i love you all!!!!:D

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okay, let me set aside the party mood for awhile and let me start counting...3,2,1

1 MORE WEEK!!!

to chinese 'O' level exam...

arghhhhh...

i'm not sure whether i have the confidence to clear this subject this time..

an A is what i hoping for and i hope i'm able to achieve it this time.:)

"미안해 미안해..."

2009-10-15T16:58:00.010+08:00

"항상 너에게 화만 냈던 나야
해준 것도 없는데 미안해

항상 네 얘길 듣지도 않고
매일 널 울게만 했던 그런
나야

미안해 나란 사람 만나서
사랑은 받지 못하고 상처만 남겨서

미안해 미안해..."

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The "N"s are officially over!

the papers were alright~ and after weeks of mugging, finally there's time for me to rest!:D and after those weeks of mugging, there's only two words for me to describe those long studying period, "tired and stress". but once after my very last paper, the feeling of happiness were not only just words can describe!:D

yes i know is just "N", but i can felt the little happiness that was coming out deep down from my heart once every papers ended. because i knew all my hard work and those days which i burned midnight oils to study were really worth it!:D

now the "N"s are over, of course i must take time to enjoy my life!:D well yesterday i watched "(500) days of summer" with sweetie, he nah and aaron.:) the show was okay~

the starting was a little boring, that's all i can say:S
but it was alright in the middle part.:)
and a little "huh?" for the ending.:)
wasn't a bad show after all lahh:)

and after movie, we said bye to he nah and aaron, then sweetie and i went to "new york new york" for dinner at marina.:D
the dinner was great, food was fantastic, appetizer was really SINFUL aahhh!!
cheese, cheese and more cheese! damn!:O LOL

after meal, we talked for a moment, which last for an hour,
which was a meaningful 1 hour talk:)

CIAOz~
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well now i'm still struggling making decision whether should i go over to Indonesia for camp..:(

2009-07-24T21:58:00.005+08:00

"a tower needs years to build...friendships too... i learnt something meaningful today...:)

2009-07-10T20:58:00.014+08:00

Thursday: 09 July' 09
'O' level chinese orals was fine, the conversation topic was alright, at least i can say something sensible? i waited for around 1 hour plus and guess the duration when i was with the examiners? less than 5 minutes! OMG! i dunno will i actually fail my whole orals for stumbling through the whole conversation:S
and i actually forgot some words for chinese during the conversation so i just any-o-how add a sensible, or probably primary school words inside:S

and forever.........i will feel like "****-ing" when it comes to exams? i should try searching through the internet to see what i can do to stop having such feeling when during exams!:S

OH! before the oral starts, was stucked in the toilet for my hair, and i was the same........feeling like "****-ing" so i took hannah's phone and said "来拍照吧!!! 唯一解压的方法:D" okay, i not sure whether taking photo helps to destress, but i know it helps to distract stress??:D:D

"yes, i look wierd with tie..it just don't suit me lehhh.:S BUT hannah looks nice with it! :D"

Friday10 July'09:
after school i went to accompany my sweetie to get his wisdom tooth plucked. KAO! is really damn scary to have your wisdom tooth plucked?i heard before that they will somehow cut up your gums and PULL the tooth out! and i read through this leaflet which says that the highest possibe of having wisdom tooth is at the age around late teens and early twenties, which means that the age group range around 17-24 years old. and i'm so scared to have my first wisdom tooth cause i heard that there's will be drills, and clamps use during the surgery? damn! i'll screamed for sure if the dentist plucked my tooth!
the whole surgery was fast,it last about 35 minutes? i was expecting hours when my sweetie came out with his left jaw slight swollen:S then we were waiting for the nurse to give prescription and MC for him.

for a moment he went to the gents to wash his hands, while i wait for him in the dental specialist in changi general. when he came back, he was holding a bag (which i not sure what it is), and he said "sorry, i thought is chocolate mousse cake." after that he went forward to the counter as the nurse was calling him..

when i open it, DAMN! i was really happy! yes i know is just a cake, but i was happy is that he remembered such details which i said to him only once?and it was like long ago that i told him i like chocolate mousse cake.and i am still super happy!:D

"just one sentence,said once, and you remembered.."

he cheered me up..:)

2009-07-08T22:28:00.006+08:00

was pretty upset with my 'N' level English orals today..
i screwed it up....badly...

Sunday, 5 July'09
went Kboxing with my girls.also to celebrate yuxian's belated birthday. and the whole outing was really great!:D and is super long since we went Kboxing! OUTING MORE SOON!:D:D:D

SOMETHING TO SHARE!

2009-06-18T17:09:00.012+08:00

i came by this advertisement and is super hilarious!
is about this guy who had problem with armpit sweat, and is like those
kind which is in a serious stage
that the girlfriend was like
"he lifted up his arms...i never seen anything like his.."

:D:D:D

watch it, it really do makes you laugh all the way~LOL.

thankyou for seeing me through these years...

2009-06-12T21:40:00.004+08:00

finally my holiday is here!:D:D:D

the school stole my 2 weeks holiday!that bastard-.-
the 2 weeks was okay for me.managed to survive through! and 2 ful weeks of fnN really make me crazy!

but on the date of 11/06/09, I'VE COMPLETED THE WHOLE COURSEWORK!

i got alot to say! but too much that i don't know where to start!-.- tsk!

oh! talking bout my 'O' level chinese on 1 June'2009, was totally a damn unlucky day in my whole life!
this is how things happened:
he nah( hannah's nickname that i gave her :D) took out IC and ezlink....

Me:huh! need bring IC? i didnt bring leh!:O oh shit! oh shit!
he nah:got EZ-link?
Me: YA HAVE!:D
he nah: then is okay, got EZ link also can:)
*paused for a moment*
*start searching for EZ link*

Me: sh*t.....i forgot my EZ link
too....

AHHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH!!!!!

quickly called my mum for help, and i got scolded for it..tsk!what a bad start for such an important day!

but papers turned out quite pretty okay for me..hope i get good grades that i forever don't have to take chinese anymore!:O i had enough of the composition and letter writing and all the sh*ts relating to chinese!:O

oh! and recently i find korean songs is so wonderful!!:D:D:D
thanks to HE NAH and LEDIA lo! spreading the "korean" disease to me!LOL.
but seriously i find it much more meaningful..like the songs just read through your mind..my own thinking la:)

2009-06-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

"Tonight when you look up at the stars, try and count them all..
I miss you that much..

When you go to the beach, try to count every grain of sand..
I trust you that much..

When you go in the water, try and count each drop of water in the ocean..
I need you that much..

When your heart beats, try and count each and every beat for a day..
I love you that much.."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!:D

2009-05-23T14:18:00.009+08:00

(credits: shiying :) )

HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!:D

thank you everyone for the presents and cards:)
i really LOVE THEM ALOT!:D

thank you to L.H.P/H.L.P/P.L.H (ledia, hannah,
pohgeok):
thankyou for the notice board filled with our pictures and
a pretty box filled with lots of girls' accessories!:D and of course the
sweet loving letters you girls wrote for me!:)
and lastly not forgetting the
pictures of each and everyone of you!:D i love it alot! thank you
for putting in so so much effort in making such pretty cards and gift
for me.:)
really a BIG THAANKSS to you girls!
i really appreciate
everything you girls had done for me..:')
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thank you to Christine, Yolanda and
Sexy:
thanks for the musical box:) i love it alot! is really sweet of
you girls to buy such cute musical box for me:D thank you alot!thanks!
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thank you to Syafiq:
thanks for
the card! the card is really pretty! i love it:D
haha!
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not forgetting you, my sweetie:
thanks for making
such a pretty card for me.and you actually cook for me on my birthday!
AWWW~
it's really sweet of you to thought of it..and thanks for your coming soon red ipod.
(ps:your acting skills did improve alot uh! tsktsk!)
LOL!
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and my girls:
thanks shiying, for the wishes and
the "superwoman" drawings! is really super real!
when i open my mail, i was
shocked to see superwoman smiling back at me:) thanks alot..really thank you for
making effort to draw my "superwoman" for me..:)
(ps: drawing is on the very
top!)

and for you, yuxian, thanks for the wishes.:) ya
should catch up soon:)

thank you everyone for your wishes!!
i really had a great 17th birthday this year!
(still can't believe i grew.....one year older..)

PHOTOS WILL BE POSTED UP ASAP!
CAUSE MY NEW PHONE DON'T HAVE USB CABLE TO TRANSFER EVERY SINGLE
PHOTOS I TOOK INTO THE COMPUTER!! >:0

2009-04-06T19:23:00.008+08:00

"sometimes i thought, with/without my presence will there be any differences
made, after telling myself to "go on!" and made the first move, then i knew, with/without my presence, there's no difference at all... total "awkward" was what i got.. i knew from the start, stop maintaining this friendship at the very best was my fault.. i tried to pull this big distance closer, but ended up it just became more further."

time still brought changes to things, everything..

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my N level practical is coming, and i'm so not looking forward to it.
i still feel like just lazing around doing the things i like rather than start mugging for upcoming papers..
last month was rather a busy month, birthdays and tests!
i tried my best to get prepared myself for my mid years.
so i'll not be sitting on the last position again -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POHGEOK! (16/03/09)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!(24/03/09)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOLANDA! (31/03/09)

OKAY! my wishes seems rather late, too late somehow?lol.
but anyway shall update soon(: hopefully soon will be really soon! (:

2009-03-21T18:04:00.002+08:00

"I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I love you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I love you.."

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"I'm only up when you're not down,
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground,
It's like no matter what I do..
Well you drive me crazy half the time; the other half
I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true..
And I'm only me when I'm with you."

"When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell..."

2009-03-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 荷娜~！

2009-02-27T20:27:00.019+08:00

SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE, MY SWEETIE LITTLE PIE!

went Marina Barrage again and i just so love there! :D
i love the solar park the most, but sad thing is that there's lightning on that day so we are allow to go up. BOO! :(

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well got back some papers this week.

Chemistry:
i passed the paper, and i was really quite happy though i just only passed by 2 marks, BUT 2 MARKS SO WHAT? i happy leh~! :D

Principles Of Accounts:
I passed this paper too, though there's alot there higher than me BUT still i'm super contented with the marks i had now!:D

PICTURES UPLOADED!

LAST 1!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!:D

FEARLESS!

2009-02-20T17:49:00.021+08:00

(credits:seventeen magazine and EMILY for editing the colour :D)

TAYLOR SWIFT~!

("she's definately beautiful! and i'm totally SO in love with her songs!thanks LEDIA~!")

well school was great recently except the tests part! >:o

i had a total of 5 tests in a week, and to be truthful i study damn hardcore for my
CHEMISTRY PAPERS ONLY:D

*English Paper (some lame grammer paper total of only 10 questions that used up 1 hour ._. )

*Social Studies Paper

*Maths Paper

*Chemistry Paper

*F&N Paper

English Paper was a total waste of time?is just only a few vocabulary questions that used up 1 whole period? tsktsk.

Social Studies Paper was alright, though i did not study for it because i gave in to my tiredness and went to sleep after reading through 2 pages. BUT i managed to recall what teacher had taught and is able to write all the shits down as fast as possible for my S.Essay Question.

Maths Paper was a total BULL.LOL. i didn't study for maths at all, i was just trying my luck during the test. AND I MANAGED TO GET 6/20!:D

i know is nothing to show off, but for a person that always recieve a ZERO for all her maths paper like me, i'm already quite glad that i can even achieve a 6 (:

CHEMISTRY PAPER. when i was beginning to do it, my very first reaction is

"SH*T I FORGOT HALF OF IT! SH*T SH*T! "

i was really "SH*T SH*T" for the first 15 minutes. but THANK GOD! this old brain of mine finally starts to work after 15 minutes! *PHEW!*

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A little note to my superduper friends!:D

LEDIA the LEAD LED~!:
You're forever so cheerful and making everyone around you to smile along with you. You indeed brings alot of laughter to me.and you always say me i wave to you unfriendly at bus stop, WHERE GOT LORH! LOL:D you make me feel really comfortable being around with you!:D and lastly THANKS for PSYCHO-ing me
to love taylor swift! LOL! :D
HANNAH the MISSY 何娜~!:
You're always smiling and fierce at times eh!LOL! when i first saw you, you're like a quiet girl, a very small sized quiet girl that seems like you doesn't like to talk alot, but after knowing you, you're friendly than i thought! :D and and i always remember when we first talk is always like "haha.ya ya(:" BUT now after knowing you,you make me feel really comfortable with you 何娜~! :D HAHA!
POH GEOK the AH GEOK~!:
AH GEOK! thanks for being such a goody goody friend of mine! i still remember our first conversation was always

"ehhh do you know how to do this?"
"errrmmmm you understand the teacher talking bout what?"
"got any correction tape?"

LOL! funny eh? NOW WE ARE LIKE TALKING ALL THE WAY THROUGH
LESSONS AND ALWAYS GET SCOLDED TOGETHER! LOL! teacher will forever say this
"stop talking pohgeok and company!"
remember who usually said this line? i bet you do! LOL!

you're a really great partner AH GEOK! is really great that i know you!:D HAHAHA! :D

**i'm really thankful that God gave me great friends, though some people we still don't talk much but i know we are going to be GREAT FRIENDS! :D rightright?
christine, yolanda, sangeetha, michelle, etc.. i know we are going be great friends!(:

YOU PEOPLE INDEED ARE GREAT PEOPLE!!!

knowing you people is a gift from God, and i really thank God for that :)

(*to girlfriends: of course i haven't forgot about you two!(: i'm really
busy this month but hope will catch up soon! alrights? :D)

sorry.

2009-02-17T20:10:00.001+08:00

("I'm very sorry when I found out that your intentions were good and not what I supposed they were. .")

ps, i love you!

2009-02-07T23:11:00.010+08:00

("2 years of love, 24 months of understanding and 730 days of giving..")
ily :D

"When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you..(:"

MARINA BARRAGE!

2009-01-23T15:19:00.006+08:00

when the stars don't shine for me anymore

2009-01-14T19:57:00.003+08:00

just want to be like them, no worries, no nothing, just a happy person.

is now only the 13th day in school, and i'm tired.
test and tests are coming for me. i guess today is the most suck day for me this month?
english composition was alright, and i managed to rush through the ending in time.
but however my chinese papers didn't came out as what i've expected..
i actually can't finished it up during the last few minutes..
pissed, i was really pissed off.
how could i ever pass when my time management sucks?
maths, nothing to say. out of 11 questions i knew...
none.
well i guess today is not my day after all...

PISSED.

2008-12-31T14:00:00.002+08:00

not looking forward to 2009.

school,

teacher,

form teacher,

her again?!!

ARGH!

2008-12-27T23:26:00.004+08:00

"Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look into your heart
And that's where I'll be"

2008-12-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

MEERRRYYY BELATED CHRISSSSTTTMOOOOSSS! :D

well this holiday is coming to an end in 5 DAYS time~
and i yet to finish my homework...
ehhhh actuallly.....i didn't do any single one of them?
*RARRRRHHHH*
during the holidays, was busy helping out my aunt at her bookshop, and was busy buying everything to get ready for school..

22 December 2008

**BAG IS A MUST TO BUY!
AND GUESS WHAT?
THE KUKU BAG PACK ACTUALLY f*#&^*$ COST ME 60 BUCKS!
and lately then i found out "Dickies" had the same
design as my kuku bag pack just that the brand is different.
AND THE PRICE IS SUPPPERRR DIFFERENT!~
"Dickies" cost only $30++
*ARRRRGGGHHH*
GOT CHEATED! >:(

**damit (*ooooogggllyyy -.-***opps!*)

but the whole shopping trip was great!
becaussee.........MY SWWWEEETIEE SISTER IS WITH ME!!!! :DD
had crazy, fun, lame, funny conversations with her:D
HIPPPPPIIEEEEE LAAHHHALLHAHAHALAAA:DD

PHOTOS UPP!! togther with overdue ones :D

and during 24 Dec, went for Caroling~ :DD
ONE WORD "FUN!" except the teasing part -.-

"JINGLE BELLS! JINGLE BELLS! JINGLE ALL THE WAY~!!
FA LAH LAH LAHHHH LA LALA LALA LALAAAAAHHH!!!!!~~~

PRESENTING! : LYDIA THE SUPER HIGH PITCHHH WOMAN!!!:D

JACINTHA MY COUSIN! :DD

2008-12-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BITHDAY SHIYING!! :DDD

January 22, 2009 who's free??:D

2008-12-06T21:00:00.002+08:00

Liv (Kate Hudson) and Emma (Anne Hathaway), best friends since childhood, are always there for each other, through good times and bad.

Even their respective bridal engagements happen within hours. Together they plan their weddings, each to take place at New York's ultimate bridal destination, the Plaza Hotel.

But a clerical error and subsequent clash in wedding dates pits the two brides against each other in a competition that quickly escalates into all-out war.

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I WANT TO WATCH IT!!!

January 22, 2009 who's free? :D

2008-12-04T13:26:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU MUM!

I SWEAR I REALLY DO!

Quarantine

2008-12-01T23:16:00.004+08:00

at the movie ticket booth, was wondering to watch madagascar 2 or quarantine.
*hmmmm* *wondering wondering*

ended up watching quarantine cause it was a NC 16 show, and the story i heard from my sister seems much cooler than a PG show?

gueess what, is @^$&#(@#(&#@ scarier than i thought-.-
and it was another movie about a person recorded down the whole story, and so is able to show the world what they had gone through,those scary moments, and those "ZOMG" scene they saw with their own eyes? same like a random movie i watched long ago, cloverfield. my heart was pounding like a bitch, &^#% hard can!

i swear i should just watch a PG show than to scare myself with such stupid show with such so called stupid disease-.-

overall was nice cause i gave myself nightmares as a gift for the day _l_

2008-11-23T17:38:00.015+08:00

Photos uploaded! Bonjour~

xoxo: :D

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{click on the pictures for clearer view!}

day 1

is was a total fun on the first day!
taking photos around, here and there,
together along with my sister and cousin.

was fantastic!

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day 2

chao siew bao!~

coffee next at the buffet

i hate coffee! >:(

photo session with mum and sister!:D

ready for the shopping trip downtown!

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day 3

is time to say "CIAOZ" to cruise!): but that doesn't stop us continue having our little photo sessions! though the camera "died" halfway but NO WORRIES!

say my favourite sentence please! "what are handphones for?:DD"

CIAOZ! with loves, :D

2008-11-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

Photos uploading soon!CIAOs~

xoxo: :D

CIAoz!

2008-11-19T11:21:00.004+08:00

LALALALALA~ going say byebye to Singapore tonight~ :D

I WANT IT! I WANT IT! I WANT IT!:O

**i want that dress

**i want to take up photography courses

**i want to take up drum lessons

**i want to go hongkong

oh wells, hopefully i'll GRAB HOLD all of them asap:DD

2008-10-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

i never felt so worried before, report book tomorrow & my fate starts from there...

Happy Birthday!

2008-10-20T01:13:00.006+08:00

happy birthday to you

hap hap hap, birth birth birth, day day day to you~

happy birthday to you. : D

#(%&*(%& the shit!

2008-10-17T22:15:00.001+08:00

disappointed.really.

i'm now at the edge of the cliff preparing to be sentence..

'B'

2008-10-14T20:13:00.001+08:00

rather never knew, not even the name.

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results tomorrow. 'peace'.

Bonjour, J'ai oublié ;D

2008-10-11T13:42:00.010+08:00

SORE EYES TO START MY HOLIIDAYS!

SO NICE~

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ps: yesterday was a super wonderful date. Merci beaucoup!
Je t'aime.

one more day to go!

2008-10-09T18:19:00.008+08:00

was really please with my papers today!:D
NO MORE MEMORISING!
NO MORE BOOKS!
NO MORE NO TELEVISION SHOWS~ :DD

HEYYYY EXAMS HAS ENDED,

IS TIME TO HAVE SOME FUN!

When It All Falls Apart.

2008-10-06T16:06:00.002+08:00

wasn't happy.today papers?one word.screwed.

i'll follow you..

2008-09-29T14:38:00.002+08:00

"My Jesus, My Lord

You're The Love Of My Life

Wherever You Go

Wanna Be By Your Side

No Longer I

But Christ Living In Me

Serving You For All Eternity

My Eyes Set On You

In This Race I Run

No Longer My Ways

Let Your Will Be Done

Make Me A Servant

My Heart's Ever True

Clinging To The Cross

I'll Follow You

i'll follow you"

2008-09-25T21:41:00.005+08:00

today papers,
ENGLISH paper 1
ENGLISH paper 2
Social studies..

one word, disappointed..

i screwed my English paper 2, and when i was reading the passage halfway, i just fell asleep without me knowing it?and after paper 2 i'm really tired to get ready for social studies paper.
GUESS WHAT:
I STUDIED FOR THREE DAYS, THREE DAYS! PREPARING FOR SOCIAL STUDIES, GUESS WHAT, THE TOPICS I'VE BEEN CONCENTRATING ON DID NOT CAME OUT AT ALL!
and the source based was about IRAQ? LIKE HELLO! THAT IS SEC FOUR TOPIC HOW YOU EXPECT I WOULD KNOW FOR THAT? SHIT YOU!

i was really stunned, stressed at the moment, mind went out, leaving three blanks, totally gave up. screwed! bitch!

i really have to get good results for this EOY..i can't afford to lose out..

2008-09-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

i thought i gave it all...every 100% but guess i didnt; at all...

i'll try.

2008-09-24T19:47:00.001+08:00

i promise i'll push myself all the way and to cherish that chance to make you, dad, and mum proud okays.i'll try..

FISH & CO, IMY!

2008-09-20T19:07:00.004+08:00

I HAVE LOTS OF PLANS IN MY MIND THAT I HAD FOR THIS COMING HOLIDAYS!

fast right? everyone is like now mugging for EOY, and i'm there thinking how to spend my holidays.OMG!
is like 5 more days to English Paper 1&2 amd SOCIAL STUDIES!(my nightmare~!) OMG i still haven't finish studying/memorising for chapter 2 and 3 and 5! these chapters are the hardest to remember!

TEST PERIOD STARTING: 06/10/2008 - 10/10/2008 (short huh)
BUT MANY SUBJECTS THAT NEED TO MEMORISE LIKE OMG WERE ALL BEEN PLACED AT THE SAME DATE! ARGH bitch!

DURING HOLIDAYS:
*reallly realllly want to go hongkong
*korea too! (either one, i don't mind at least i get my shopping)
planning ahead~

all my life

2008-09-16T17:10:00.005+08:00

I know it isn't easy, sure I'll try,

I got this feeling we'll be fine.....

2008-09-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

N76

C902

which is the best??tsk tsk!

2008-09-13T16:44:00.001+08:00

"Now if she does it like this will you do it like that

Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back

Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that."

Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it

Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it~

seventh

2008-09-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

2008-09-07T20:42:00.005+08:00

"Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like

You have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks Yours

Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity"

Stirring as we pray and seek

We're on our knees..

2008-09-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPYY~ :DD
two more days to GO~~

DAY 1

2008-08-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

"Missing someone gets easier everyday

because even though you are one day

further from the last time you saw them,

you are one day closer to the next time you will."

BUCK UP!!!

2008-08-28T19:31:00.006+08:00

i got back my results slip today.
i'm quite sastified with the results
though mostly was
just borderline passes.
to me i'm already happy at least
i've managed to grab hold a place at top 20.

"time is passing fast, time for me to start mugging on my books"

"you can do even better"
is what i always heard, i'm a retainee, remember?

RESULTS SLIPS!

2008-08-27T21:55:00.001+08:00

i'm getting back my results slip this friday.
OMGGGGG!

2008-08-23T20:50:00.016+08:00

OVER DUE PICTURES:

had f&n practical exam on 18/08/08 is was super tiring BUT finally it's OVER!

the muffins came out as hard as stones,
and is those kind you can even use it to throw on people?
if you eat it, bet your teeth will either get chip off or drop off.

the other dishes the potato eggs and deviled eggs turned out well as what i've expected. so wasn't that disappointed for the whole practical exams(:

-----

ON: 15 August'08

Social Studies Test!
i memorize like damn hard, the answer still do whirling in my mind for days?
i left one question blank.screwed.
time given was super tiny tinyyy short!ARGH!
but i managed to write down all
what i've memorize for my Structured Essay Question.(SEQ)
was really SUPER sastified with my answer for the SEQ!
WEEEEEEE!!

2008-08-13T19:07:00.001+08:00

sometimes is better not to
see nor hear
to the things which are
not meant to be seen or heard..

2008-08-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

When I’m with you

I'll make every second count.

"we've had our ups and down,

But we've always worked them out,

I am ever glad we've got this far now"

2008-08-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

"18 is the number tonight.."

"It’s unbelievable,

how I used to say that I’d fall never.

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own"

2008-08-06T18:36:00.007+08:00

I was fine till 7:05

"Each turn of the clock hand

uncovers another reason

why I love you.." imy.

2008-08-01T22:38:00.007+08:00

"We don't have to look back now

From the dark into the light

We can leave it all behind

We are knocking down the wall, all for one and one for all

We can stand together

Never gonna look back now"

-----

FRIDAY FINALLY!!

finished literature re test

paper waas alright(:

Rawiri lehhhh?

"Papua New Guinea~"

-----

the jonas~

2008-07-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

"The most wonderful of all things in life is

the discovery of another human being

with whom one's relationship has a growing depth,

beauty and joy as the years increase.

This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings

is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it

or by passionately wishing for it.

It is a sort of divine accident,

and the most wonderful of all things in life.ily."

it's friday tomorrow!

2008-07-29T23:11:00.011+08:00

I need six minutes with you

"If I had one flower for every time
you made me smile,
the gardens of the world would be flowerless. i love you.."

----------

school was nothing but test, papers, test papers.
monday i just had literature test and great thing is that i didn't study at all(!!!)
& i left it all blanks.shit!

"i tried hard to get good grades, i try hard to hold on to my place in school,
cause i can't afford to disappoint them anymore."

i love her too!

2008-07-28T17:12:00.020+08:00

"It ends tonight.."

"i've played before and i've had played enough.

play all you want.

not interested; anymore."

2008-07-26T23:11:00.019+08:00

"When i'm with you, I'll make every second count.."

it's time for me to put

down all the shits

in my heart and start all over again.

your words are just like a rock

that hit straight into my mind,

and i realised how long i've hold it

against almost everyone,

GAME OVER!

bullshits:DD

-------

"But if you can't hold on

Let it go and come back

in your heart,

And if you can't hold on,

Maybe it's not time for you,

And if you can't hold on,

On your very last try,

I'll be there in the morning to pull you through;

I'll be there so you know that you're not alone.."

i love you..

2008-07-24T20:24:00.001+08:00

"And I know I'll be okay,

Though my skies are turning grey.

I know I can make it through the rain.."

2008-07-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

FEEL LIKE GETTING A iPhone!!

2008-07-13T19:40:00.008+08:00

mugging mugging mugging(!!!)

rushed through all my homeworks today at mac with sis.

ARGH! TOTALLY spoilt my weekends!!

this week is the worst week for me.

nothing but

bad news, bad news and MORE BAD NEWS!

everything seems so screwed up, doesn't go well as i planned.bitch!

"i'm glad that you're there with me through it all,

whenever i felt that everything seems to be off track, you are always there standing at the edge with a smile and understanding in your heart,

and an outstretched hand to help pull me out; thankyou for everything you've done.ily."

i thank God for everything that happened.

whether is good or bad, i thank Him for everything..

and i pray hard that tomorrow will be a better day..

2008-06-28T21:55:00.010+08:00

"nikki, i promise i'll love you forever,
promise to leave me, never.."

-----

"The never-ending feeling I feel when I'm with you, the warmth of your hands when the world feels so cold, love to many is just a simple word, but to me it's knowing that you will always be there for me, and that to me is everything.. i love you.."

2008-06-25T20:37:00.001+08:00

"Loving you is the second best thing I have done,

finding you was the first."

2008-06-17T16:13:00.007+08:00

"i know things are going to be fine..

because you say so and i trust you.."

2008-06-07T23:20:00.003+08:00

"A place we go to let us know
that our love is always true
and that we will never be blue.

A memory on the edge of time
A place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve
somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.

A time in which we fell deeper in love
just like to turtle doves
We sang our songs and gave our token
to remember one single moment."

ps: i love you..

2008-05-29T22:24:00.002+08:00

"Let's hold onto each other above everything else.."

2008-05-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

"Don't hide the

broken parts

that I need to see"

----

ps: i love you..

2008-05-24T22:55:00.012+08:00

no matter what happened or what you have heard,

all i want you is to always remember this:

"i loved you once,
i love you still,
i always have,
i always will."
--------

2008-05-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

you make

me feel blessed.

---

when the moment you passed me the present,

i was very happy.

and at the very moment,

you asked me to turn the watch around,

i was puzzled at the moment.

so i do as you said.

and what i saw was letters carved on the back of the watch.

" ily "

is what i saw.

------

"For a few moments in my life you've made me
feel as if I truly meant something to someone."

-------

i thank God for you.

you never fail to be there for me whenever i need you the most.

2008-05-11T15:30:00.034+08:00

happy sixteen

birthday to myself,

and a happy

mother's day too!

-----

12 am (midnight):

---
i was using the computer until my mum came to me

and ask me to help her massage cause she felt that her leg muscles are very sore.

my first reaction

"huh? okay.."

without knowing what she's up to so i just follow her to the room.

she was watching her show, and starts to ignore me-.-

so i say "i'm going off."

she stopped me and sudden talk about swensen??

talk about her that korean show?

talking all strange stuffs she can thought of?

---

until 12.06am:

i can't take any longer, so i stand and just walk away.

she scream-ed, i was like "WHAT THING?!"

and she follow me out to the study room

i was like "why keep following me??"

mum says" nothing la, just feel like following you(:"

ZOMG.LOL!

---
and suddenly

.
.

"happy birthday to you~~

happy birthday to you..~"

ZOMG! is so damn TOUCHING.

click on the pictures for clearer view.

---

this morning:

sis passed me a box and ask me to open

step by step; slowly

click on the pictures for clearer view.

first:

"HEYYO DARLING!

try wearing these undies OUTSIDE.

what's more?

is REDDDD

红色内裤!"

--------------

second:

"I DONT CARE BUT YOU''LL HAVE TO SAY YOU

LOVE THE UNDES AND YOU ARE SO GONNA

WEAR THEM OUTSIDE YOUR CLOTHES! DO IT NOW

BEFORE YOU CAN PROCEED.

CHOOSE ONE OF THE UNDIES AND WEAR IT ONTO YOUR SHORTS.

LET US TAKE A PICTURE AND

TA-DA!

CONGRATS!

YOU CAN GO ON TO OPEN MORE!"

----------------

third:

"are you ready?

yes/no

if NO, don't take me away,

if YES, OKAY FINE LOR PEEL ME AWAY AND

SEE WHAT'S UNDER!

note!

PLEASE SCREAM IF YOU LOVVEE IT!(:"

GUESS WHAT? IS MY

superman shirt

i'm so over joy! and look at the next NOTE!

----------------

fourth:

"SLOWLY NOW! i know now you're damn happy and excited:D

OK!

Now, SLOWLY ARRRR!!

DON'T KAN CHEONG SPIDER!

peel me away~

PS: GENTLY PLEASE"

guess what again!

superman's logo

keychain!

i'm going nuts!

-------------------------

lastly:

"hope you love all these

given, bought,

chosen, thought,

planned, written

with lots of LOVES, HUGS, KISSES and everything NICE & SWEET.

--------------

AWWWWWW!

you people are so sweeeeeettt!
---------------

i'm very thankful for all the things you all had prepared for me.

thanks to everyone who wishes me and the presents you all had gave me.

this will be an

unforgettable sweet

sixteen birthday.

2008-05-09T19:20:00.006+08:00

you'll always be

a part of me..

----

fifteen going on sixteen

this mother's day.

----
thanks girlfriends for the

superteddy

and

super sixteen

advance celebration

i had a fun time with you girls(:

----
back to my papers.
i was quite or maybe i can say is VERY disappointed with my POA paper.
i screw-ed it up and damn f-cked up.

i flunk-ed Social Studies papers as i left the whole structed essay part BLANK.
it wasn't what i've expected.
i studied, some but not the details, but i didn't expect that i couldn't write down even a single word?
and i'm going to get scolding.
who to blame but only me; myself.

2008-05-07T13:49:00.016+08:00

i loved you once,

i love you still,

i always have,

i always will.

MUGGING period!

heavy papers for the following days.

-.-

---

"behind every great love is a great story"

---
"It was an improbable romance.
He was a country boy. She was from the city.
She had the world at her feet, while he didn't have two dimes to rub together."

---

"The best love is the kind that
awakens the soul and makes us reach for more,
that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.
And that's what you've given me.
That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

2008-05-06T18:23:00.017+08:00

"love is a leap of faith..."

----

i flunk my three tests in my own hands.

and i'm damn disappointed.

i still can't change the fact that my brain always goes blank

whenever the paper comes down to me.

there's still many papers coming up this week.

REVISE+PAPERS+

REVISE+PAPERS=(!!!!!!)

----

a walk to remember.

"our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it."

----

2008-04-29T19:48:00.005+08:00

a promise that

remains always..

---

When I see your smile, tears roll down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know, I'll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer

And nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my

My true love

My whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cause i'm here

For you

Please don't walk away

And please tell me you'll stay

---

2008-04-25T20:04:00.012+08:00

that hand will

always reach for me

and pick me up

when i'm down.

but i'm not sure whether

i could reach for it.

----

"love is not self-seeking.

it is not easily angered.

it keeps no record of wrongs.

"i love you".

a never changing answer.

2008-04-14T23:16:00.013+08:00

SUPERMAN

saves the day again :D

sunday:

mass cip

is damn tiring.
i swear. no fun at all.
i sold three
and left with twenty seven cards?
i can't sell to the public anymore so
i only could only to friends and relatives?

who will buy?

all my friends bought for themselves already?
my relatives children all older than me, do you think they still play such games?
and so i always have to buy everything i left?
what's the diff like buying those cards from a shop?
i don't print cash at home?

27 x 2= $54

unless 我家是印钞票的,
how am i going to pay such amount?
at least they push the deadline till next week?

ZOMT!
i'm so dead
---

Monday

had a bad bad bad day today.
i would rather skip school?
---
thanks for making me laugh out loud for that moment
though is just a moment but i felt much better.
much better compared to just now in school.
---

tomorrow

a new day ahead.
long way~
.

.
.
.
.
"love is planted like a seed,
that springs into life."

2008-04-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

you'll always be my

superman..

2008-04-04T15:58:00.006+08:00

there's one thing

you can do...

-------

there's one thing that you can do for me,

that is to...

"stay happy always..."

2008-04-02T18:45:00.012+08:00

i miss you

grandfather...

------

taking time reminiscing..

reminiscing back to the things i can never have it again..

------

i miss your voice,

i miss your oversize palm over mine,

i miss your hug,

i miss the way you laugh,

i miss the way you smile at me; everyday.

grandfather, how are you?

------

God told me last night,that you're safely in his hands...forever.

i stop for a moment, reminiscing back.

you..

is what came into my mind first.

2008-03-31T18:45:00.021+08:00

I'll hold on to this

moment that you know.

I'll wait here

forever just to,

to see you smile...

-------

------

"when that melody starts playing again."

2008-03-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

i love you,dearest.

2008-03-22T00:09:00.010+08:00

i promise

"i'll be there

all the way.."

-----

"Life can be hard sometimes

Too many things on your mind

And when the storm is closing in

You have no shelter from the wind and then

You can be scared sometimes

And even lose your will to fight

When you can't face the world alone

You've lost the faith within your soul and

When you're down and feeling hurt

You just have to say the word

I'll be your strength,

The one you can lean on.

I'll be the ground,

That you can build your world upon.

I'll be your friend,

When you just can't go on.

When it's more than you can take,

I'll be your strength.

I will stand by your side

Whether you are wrong or right

I'll see you trough all your mistakes

And all the choices that you make

When you are caught up in the rain

You just have to call my name.."

2008-03-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

not angry; just a little disappointed.

2008-03-14T21:27:00.008+08:00

You showed me the

meaning of love..

listen to the rhythm; using your heart.
------

credits to:ohhsolovable

------

"Just when my hope had gone,

Just when i needed someone to give me love,

You came and rescued me.

You showed me right there,
Just what i've been waiting for.

You lifted me up and

guided me out from the dark.

Just when i needed it most

You showed me the meaning of love."

2008-03-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

THE LEAP YEARS

------------

Here's to all the years
we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
------------

"It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves."
said William Shakespeare.

2008-03-07T22:47:00.009+08:00

The music playing

on for

only two.

---------

credits to:ohhsolovable

--------
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close.
-------
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close..

2008-03-05T23:11:00.013+08:00

When you

look me

in the eyes..

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

---------

credits to:ohhsolovable

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

---------

"More and more, I start to realize,

I can reach my tomorrow,

I can hold my head up high,

And it's all because you're by my side"

2008-03-03T21:09:00.017+08:00

I will stand

by your side;

Whether you are

wrong or right.

--------------------

first day of pahang:

"be safe,takecare."

credits to:ohhsolovable

------------------
I'll see you through all your mistakes
And all the choices that you make.
When you are caught up in the rain
You just have to call my name..

2008-02-29T21:07:00.018+08:00

led me to this,

moment of bliss,

tonight.

results are better than before.
everything are perfectly fine..
---------
"With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be. uoyevoli"

I am blessed.

2008-02-24T16:09:00.016+08:00

Jennifer Love Hewitt

----------------

Et si le destin vous donnait une seconde chance...

there's one thing you can do,

"just love her."

2008-02-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

i'm still in a

honeymoon mood!:D

starting everything all over again in school for at least one month plus.
things still seems different, but i got used to it.
everyone is friendly(:
tests are still all in BULL results.

LOL.

2008-02-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY DUDEs!(:

2008-02-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

AS TIME PASSES..

as time passes, i realised i've lost the sense of belonging.

tell me i'm just thinking too much, girls..

tonight girls are having class chalet.have fun..

2008-01-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

time changes us or we changes time?
what will we three be like after 6 months time?

sometimes life became real hard for me,
can i make through this rain?

2007-12-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

grandfather, i love you.

i really do.

2007-12-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

And now the stage is bare,

there's no one.

When it used to be so magical.

All the roles I played in,

never happy ending.

2007-12-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

went to visit the clinic early in the morning on Christmas day -.-

yea, Christmas.
cause my flu is turning from bad to worse,
and guess what?
when i start to sneeze continuously,
blood flows out-.-

i was like " ermmm, what the?"
-------

due to the doctor explanation,

he says there's a kind of lump or whatever in my nose
pressurizing my blood vessels

therefore blood appear when i blow those shits out.

--------

i still have many pills to finish.

argh...

*withered*love<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!:D

"미안해 미안해..."

he cheered me up..:)

SOMETHING TO SHARE!

thankyou for seeing me through these years...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!:D

FEARLESS!

sorry.

ps, i love you!

MARINA BARRAGE!

when the stars don't shine for me anymore

PISSED.

January 22, 2009 who's free??:D

Quarantine

CIAoz!

Happy Birthday!

#(%&*(%& the shit!

'B'

Bonjour, J'ai oublié ;D

one more day to go!

When It All Falls Apart.

i'll follow you..

i'll try.

FISH & CO, IMY!

all my life

seventh

DAY 1

BUCK UP!!!

RESULTS SLIPS!

witheredlove<3