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Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 12:42 PM
241007 i was retained. okay "retained" is a fucking word that i dont wish to hear for the rest of my life BUT it did really happened. this year. and for all this causes all i could do is put the blame on myself. i took everything for granted. every time i always think that "retain? sure wont fall on me, not so easy de la ! you think strike TOTO meis?!:DD" many things i thought lady-luck will save me through therefore i neglected the mindset of "nothing comes free in this world, if you never work hard for it." i dint really thought that EMILY IS retaining this year! i never EVEN thought it will really happen. but what i cant get over it is the passing criteria is just ONE English and TWO other subjects OR FOUR other subjects i ALMOST hit the criteria ALMOST yes, ALMOST! i passed three subjects, left ONE! and that freaking one subject is like dunno where it goes! i didn't know that i was so stupid to the MAX! in two months time i lost everything. my girlfriends, everything. in the end i went to appeal. appeal to be promoted to sec four next year. BUT must exchange condition with the principal. the condition is, i must leave school and pursue my studies in ITE after my 'N's. the appeal was not 100% confirm but just pray to dadddy god, hope that appeal will come to an agreement. BUT still what hurts the most is........ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i still cant be with my girls
will our three years friendship blown away? i'll miss you girls, strive hard kies? you girls are in thru-train class, so is your O levels next year, study hard kies? loves<33 with loves,<33 _______________________________________________________ somethings i really want it back badly, |
profile "The never-ending feeling I feel when I'm with you, the warmth of your hands when the world feels so cold, love to many is just a simple word, but to me it's knowing that you will always be there for me, and that to me is everything." |
